Stuck in the past....

I just would like everyone to know that I can't handle reliving the past!!! I really hate it....we;; unless it is a happy time!!! I guess I need to grow up or something but things that happened most 5 years ago still haunt me and make me not a very happy person and then I say things that are not good. I always thought I was a mature 22 year old but today I realize I was lying to myself and I still have a lot of growing up to do.

ok well I am sleepy so I am going to bed

goodnight
Katie